It's Christmas time again, but it seems that's it's so far away for me. I can't seem to feel it's presence. I don't know but it seems that my heart is filled with sadness and sometimes it's just empty. My heart is always pounding through my chest and it feels so horrible, I am sure it's not joy but rather a feeling I can't define!
Right now I am trying to figure out the reason for this feeling within me! I just hope that before the 25th of this month (December), I can figure out why! It could be that I'm just insecure, or my heart is still not open but rather locked which I think makes me hard for me to grasp happiness and joy nowadays!
Right now I am trying to figure out the reason for this feeling within me! I just hope that before the 25th of this month (December), I can figure out why! It could be that I'm just insecure, or my heart is still not open but rather locked which I think makes me hard for me to grasp happiness and joy nowadays!
